This Aint Cool Shit

Nope.
This aint cool at all, dawg..
I aint feeling okay.
I'm needing you right now.
I'm soo soo worried for you and your life!
You're so vulnerable and naive!!
Get over yourself!
PLEASE!
Just listen to me this once.
I'm in love.
I dunno how,
And I dunno why...
But I didn't ask for it.
Its overwhelming.
And its drowning me.
I enjoy your company,
Really do.
I appreciate all that you've done for me.
Your care, your concerns..
The long nights, the comforts..
But I'm just not okay right now.
:(
And you, you're not even fighting for me.
Why?
Why wait when its all already too late.
Now's nearly too late.
Maybe you were right.
I suck.
But I loved you
So much!
That I thought we could share this lifetime together
But you gave up on me.
Twice!
Thrice!
BIG TIME!
Even that, I was still willing to love you.
And you just gave up

At least show it?
Haiz...
But no.
I cant let another down.
Love you, dear..
You're now my everything.
<3